Carefree|Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Bored.
Suddenly, I felt sick of my blogskin.
But I am just so lazy to change a new one...
Been watching TV for the past 8 hours yesterday and the day before....
Coffee Prince, borrowed from Cerlyn.
And someone just gave one to me for my birthday present.
I was like damn shocked lor, suddenly just appeared in front of me...
I bought old S.H.E albums today...
They were just karaoke vcds....
I wanted the cds...
But it's better than nothing...
Heard that my parents are selling house and car and intend to buy a flat in Spore...
I cried, seriously and badly...
Cos i cant bear to leave this house which I've been staying for more than 14 years...
I missed the scenery and the warmth of the sunshine
that would shine thru my window every morning...
I missed the times when I was small and used to run around the house...
U may wanna say that I had alrealy moved out of this house the year before for 6 mths...
But it is different.
At Sem's house, I know I'll still go back to my house...
I'm not afraid of losing the familiar smell and feel of the house...
But this is a totally different case...
I may not be able to come back anymore...
I cant run around and jumping mad around the house...
I just have to stay put in that damn small flat,
which i can just walk thru it in less than 50 steps...
I will grow sick of the flat very soon...
I will lose the sense of belonging...
I am afraid I cant stay on...
I miss everything here...
I dun wanna leave....
Where were you when skies were grey
8:48 PM <3
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