My birthday...|Friday, February 23, 2007
TODAY IS MY 17th BIRTHDAY!!!
haha..the moment i stepped into the school, i started looking for frens to give out the tokens...i almost gave everyone i knew...in the end all the candies were given, 2 bars of chocolates were left and a handful of hearts left...these are some photos...
*_candies i bought...
*_delicious chocolates...yumyum...
*_the 92 hearts which i folded....
well, i received quite alot of presents..thank you to everyone who bought me presents!!!
Jiamin bought me a chocolate mousse cake! It was delicious,man....i asked sherley and shurong, the other 2 bdae girls to join us...they were very paiseh lor...but i offered cakes to them lar...it seemed to be very selfish not to let them have a share...since we shared the same bdae...haha...i offered one to simin too..heeheee....Chuan whai n jieling they all bought me BoA's new album! wow..heard that there were 11 ppl who shared money to buy for me...XD
Hila gave me a CHIP soft toy! sooo cute sia..thanks! Hana gave me a blue colour sheep keychain...tot she would give me a piggy cos last year she did...haha...sherley gave me a tigger keychain n shurong bought me a cute kitty purse together with liping, charmaine,esther and tingting...thanks!Divya n junrong gave me a ferrero rocher choco...not forgeting to mention huiyi and siying who bought me a pair of nice earrings! thanks..cerlyn drew me a card too!haha...
After our chinese focus study, we went to eat pasta and shot neoprint...had a quite nice day! went to zel's house play mahjong too...won 2 rounds...mum bought me a cappucino mousse cake...wow...tink it gonna be delicious too! haha...
Before the cny, me and chuan whai went to do nail art diy at mac lor...i shot a photo of my nails though its abit blurr...sorry...enjoyed doing nail art leh...i did for my mum n my 2 sisters too..haha....fun though....
*_my pretty nails...
*_this is my personalised board which i can take note of due dates..haha...cute bah?
Well, tink tats all bah...have to go shower n eat dinner lor...den i will enjoy my bdae cake...bye..
Where were you when skies were grey
6:57 PM <3
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finally i have been waiting for tis day for so long.....|Thursday, February 22, 2007
Tomorrow is my birthday le!!! Have been waiting for this day for so long le....haha...but anyway it would be still just another ordinary day with extraordinary frens to celebrate with me....i am expecting fun! haha...thank you my frens for preparing all this for me! haha.. special mention to Jiamin, Chuanwhai, Semantha, Yixin, Hazel, Cerlyn, Jieling and many more...tmr i will also be giving out chocolates n candies to my beloved frens...wow! Hope tmr will be a great day!
Where were you when skies were grey
6:19 PM <3
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Valentine's day!|Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Happy Valentine's Day! Well, i was expecting nothing from this
year...but the atmosphere was certainly wonderful in our our
school this year..Due to the Yun Nan trip for CIP, the students
who are going there had to raise funds of a sum of $5000 to buy
materials for building school n other necessaties for the people
there in Yun Nan...so they sold roses for 2 bucks each, self-made
cookies n brownies, and for those who wanna spread love thru
messages, 50 cents to put up ur message...Our committee suggested
to buy 10 roses each for our subject teachers which includes Miss
Tan, Mr Radha and many others...During the flag-raising ceremony,
Mdm Soh was giving some announcements when suddenly Chen Geng
stood up n gave one rose to Ms Tan who was busily marking
attendance,den Ms Tan was like so shocked n kept waving to him to
sit down...But too late, everyone saw except those sitting in
front who missed the good show...Everyone den cheered quite
loudly...Our vp was irritated obviously when she went up to d
podium n reprimanded us for cheering halfway thru the
announcements...said we din show any respect to the person
standing in front....lol...sem n me was like...duh, she's jealous
cos no one gave her roses......jus for laugh...but spilt our mood
lor...darn it...Liping was sweet den, she gave me n my classmates
folded straw hearts n we pinned it up on our hair cos Liping
started the trend...even Kenneth. Zhan Peng n Zhi Kun joined in
the fun...haha....we were like a bunch of matchmakers...tats wad
Lex commented...lol....When the recess bell rang, the whole lot
of us stood outside 4/7e cos we wanted to present roses for Ms
Tan...everyone shouted "HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!" n Kenneth
presented the roses for Ms Tan n evryone start cheering...Ooh
before i forget to mention my beloved besties who gave me
chocolates, be it an expensive one or a budget one...haha...Chuan
Whai, Wan Yu, Jie Ling, Kai Ting, Yue Wen, Hana, Sheryl, Yi
Xin....n ZEL zel who gave me a Valentine's kiss...muackx..thks!
Haha....i ate some of d choco during recess n dunno 4 wad reason
i went back to d class...n i missed a GREAT show!!! JIALE bought
25 ROSES for his crush, MARILYN form sec3...n he presented the
roses to her in front of everyone in the middle of the canteen!!!
I MISSED IT!!! omg...so sweet sia...if only i was there! but i
still can imagine the touching moment...After recess was add-
math, RAdha was of course, shocked when he received the roses
from Thrina...lol...den he was trying to get our attention back
cos he wanna teach...den he looked to the back n said, "Tat girl
behind..." Zhi kun raised his head n Radha gasped, "He's not a
girl arh?" Haha...everyone started to laugh
madly...goodness...does tat heart makes him look like a girl or
he jus seemed to look more like a girl even without the
heart...No offence! Radha said, "The heart made tat boy more
appealed to a girl...." sia la... During choir practice, Wan yu was sitting beside me n we had
quite alot of fun talking n singing..haha...halfway thru, she
asked me an add-math ques...den i sang n did the ques at the same
time lor.....haix...i need to put in more effort for my math
leh...well...this year's Valentine was much more better than last
year although i din receive presents...but still very glad to
receive the chocolates from my girlfrens!!! by the way, i'm in
the midst of preparing birthday tokens for my frens on my
birthday...haha....in return of the Valentine's day
chocolates...hope next year will be a more lovingly Valentine's
day!gotta go....bye..
Where were you when skies were grey
7:28 PM <3
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sianx|Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Tml is Valentine's day...Chuan whai asked me what am i going to expect for tml...Nothing. I told her tat..serious lor...i am expecting nothing...only her Merci chocolates...haha...how greedy can i be...The least i could i expect is my birthday...I am totally giving up on chinese new year cos of the work load my teachers have givan us....wa lau, it's absolutely mad...they tink we no need to celebrate chinese new year seh....wadever...tink i have nowhere to go bai nian too...relatives all separated in many different parts of msia n spore...seldom go bai nian so my hongbao money is very little de...speaking of money, ms choo haven give us our pay lor...still waiting leh..2 months le lor....so slow de...i have to rely on my pay to buy guidebooks and buying presents n treating ppl to seoul garden de....wad's more, i want to change my phone!!! tat colin hor, changed phone before me seh...feel like killing him lor...haha
There's one lame person who tinks tat he/she has the authority to insult me...but i dun mind he/she wanna spam me..since my tagboard so leng qing...thanks leh! haha...sometimes when u wanna dui fu tis kind of blog trespassers, must treat them nicely....becos u never know who they are! save trouble to scold them lar...dun wanna lei ji bad deeds...they have nothing to do mah....let them waste their time on our tagboard..anyway, to them, my tagboard is a chu qi tong mah....for them to relieve themselves from stress de...i very generous de....welcome aboard!
Lastly, wanna wish everyone a Happy Valentine's Day!
Where were you when skies were grey
5:45 PM <3
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Tml is Valentine's day...Chuan whai asked me what am i going to expect for tml...Nothing. I told her tat..serious lor...i am expecting nothing...only her Merci chocolates...haha...how greedy can i be...The least i could i expect is my birthday...I am totally giving up on chinese new year cos of the work load my teachers have givan us....wa lau, it's absolutely mad...they tink we no need to celebrate chinese new year seh....wadever...tink i have nowhere to go bai nian too...relatives all separated in many different parts of msia n spore...seldom go bai nian so my hongbao money is very little de...speaking of money, ms choo haven give us our pay lor...still waiting leh..2 months le lor....so slow de...i have to rely on my pay to buy guidebooks and buying presents n treating ppl to seoul garden de....wad's more, i want to change my phone!!! tat colin hor, changed phone before me seh...feel like killing him lor...haha
There's one lame person who tinks tat he/she has the authority to insult me...but i dun mind he/she wanna spam me..since my tagboard so leng qing...thanks leh! haha...sometimes when u wanna dui fu tis kind of blog trespassers, must treat them nicely....becos u never know who they are! save trouble to scold them lar...dun wanna lei ji bad deeds...they have nothing to do mah....let them waste their time on our tagboard..anyway, to them, my tagboard is a chu qi tong mah....for them to relieve themselves from stress de...i very generous de....welcome aboard!
Lastly, wanna wish everyone a Happy Valentine's Day!
Where were you when skies were grey
5:45 PM <3
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valentine's day de me...|Monday, February 12, 2007
Haha...think i really gonna have 7 years of bad luck? I nearly choked on a candy while i was singing...cos i breathe too hard?! The whole candy just fell into throat...the problem is i dunno whether i dropped into the oesophagus or the windpipe...cry...zel helped me to pat my back..it dropped into one of the pipes...tats wad i could rmb...i was so scraed lor...den i felt pain around my chest area...i kept coughing lor...but nothing came out...haix...but the pain deceased after a few while...after choir had dismissed...i stepped out of the school foyer n i wanted to take out my wallet..in the end the mirror in my pocket fell n smashed itself onto the ground...into 8 pieces not 7, mind u...but den...sumone mumbled.."tats so bad luck..." I broke out in cold sweat....Oh my god...Zel said i will have bad luck continuously for 7 years!!! But i dun believe in this kind of supertitious thing...
Haix...i met my sis on the way home n she dragged me along with one of her frens to buy Valentine's day de present....lol...btw, she patched with her boyfren....haix...i am jus one lonely soul.....still drag me to see wad i dun wan to see...sad....ppl got flowers, chocolate..i dun have...cry...haha...sorry, i'm being sarcastic again.....lol...sianx lor...tml still have to sing for the lunchtime performance...as a program of Valentine's day.....sia lar.....i no mood to sing leh....Valentine's day coming....Chinese new year coming...but the excited atmosphere doesnt influence me even a single bit....haix...nvm i still got my own life to live on...but its no a big deal either....i got choir practice on Valentine's day..ppl trying to skip school yet i cant bear to leave school...haha.....missed my William kor kor...my Msia choir members...my old classmates in primary school....my seniors from rss....new frens made last dec...and so much more...
But there's much more important to be done...O level is the big thing now...I only left 252 days to O level leh...i dun tink i haf enough time.....i am buying guidebooks tml ba..if not it'll be very late leh...must jiayou lor...must prove to ppl tat even i stay in msia also can get good grades de...gambatte neh!!!
Where were you when skies were grey
9:01 PM <3
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Do i have enough time?|Sunday, February 11, 2007
I've started to upate my blog more frequently or else ppl will cum n kill me..haha..time flies, glides pass us unknowingly...do i really have enough time?
He din make it in the end...i dun know should i feel sad for him...but one thing i'm sure of is...i feel tat it's my fault...for tis reault...i blame myself...i was the one who was stubborn, not appreciative, always complaining...i jus wanna i'm really sorry for everythng...sorry...if it's not me, u could have made it...u really can...i dunno how to face him.........i felt so guilty..i can never make it up for him ever in my life...sorry......
我从来不知道代价竟然那么严重, 这是在惩罚我们吗? 我却什么都不能做, 对不起...
Yesterday had choir practice again, den we sang for mdm ng as a rehersal for tues' performance...well it went quite badly...the gals sounded better than d guys...they were weak though....we really have to buck up lor...
After tat, went cwp with zel...shop around n she bought lunch for her bro den she went off le...me still had to wait for Hongwei lor...saw Chuanwhai n the rest of d acc members at mac..sat down with them n sneaked some french fries from Azri..haha..sorry abt my itchy hand n mouth....lol..Hongwei took such a long time to reach..wonder wad was he doing before meeting me..den we bought take-aways from mac n went to Tingshien's house..his mum was cleaning the house lor...quite messy de...we went into his bedroom n started eating...Tingshien fussed abt his room which had been cleaned n told us not to dirty his room....did our homework on a majong table..Tingshien n hongwei are always fighting over their answers for either their homeworks or some other stuffs lar...den i'll always be the one sitting there watching them as they argue...haha...very exciting though...but the both of them are just grest frens lar...willing to help me in my homework...thanks alot to them! But i still have to treat them to either Seoul garden or Sakae sushi to appreciate n thank them...if i can get my pay by my birthday..haha...after abt 3hrs of doing homework, Hongwei suggested to play basketball....den we left a little portion of our work undone off we went to the court...but Tingshien's ball was deflated lor...borrowed a pump from his neighbour..haha...n the both of them started to step on the pump...nearly spoiled it lor...haha..we walked to the court n found tat all d courts were booked...sianx...there was one filled with young secondary pupils, some wore their sch's shirt..Nanhua i tink...den they noe i from rss cos i was wearing d class tshirt -_-" they had 4 balls n they just shot into the net like nobody's business...i stood aside..so afraid that the balls would hit me..Tingshien threw the ball at me n asked me to shoot...lol...i threw it back to him..i really dun wanna injure myself...then the kids went off le...we three started playing lor...they threw shots to decide who to patch with me to play a game...lol..it was Hongwei first...i ran abit, blocking Tingshien from getting a shot but to no avail lar...he so tall...Hongwei shot 5 before Tingshien did..then they took turns to play with me lar..Stupid Tingshien...he told me to go hug Hongwei to stop him from scoring -_-" lol...these ppl are mad...really had fun palying with them lor...after tat we went back to Tingshien's house..i continued doing my owrk n they slacking lor..His mum cooked dinner for us n they wanted to go out to shop..His mum is really naggy lor...tingshien bobian have to reply her by saying "emm" "orh" "eh na"....haha...but she really doting Tingshien lor...so xingfu....in the end after we finished our dinner, i offered to wash the dishes cos i bu hao yi si lar..must help to do something ma...den Tingshien said cant tell his mum tat i was d one who washed the plates...lol......they had a game on chinese chess..i sat there watching them till i very sian lor....in the end Tingshien lost lor...den me n Hongwei went home....back to Jb...there was a very heavy trafic jam..i waited 1 hour for my parents...i leaned against the pole n nearly fell asleep lor...the wind was blowing so strongly some more....brrrr....
I am not expecting anything from Valentine's day lor...no mood at all...still must sing for our fellow schoolmates...haix...
Dun tink haf enough time to revise lor..minus the time i waste on transport and on sleep and school....there isn't much time left for preparing...i am very scared now...want to move also cannot...if i moved in May...i still nid to adaot to d environment...there would be much time left...thats y the best its to move it by march...but i dunno lar..let fate decides everything bah....having class tests this few weeks...have to study hard lor...Chinese new year is jus next week..hope i can get more angbaos...haha...well...enjoy!
Where were you when skies were grey
10:54 AM <3
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|Friday, February 09, 2007
The BIG day is finally over! Some people rejoiced, some cried...some dunno how to react, some just cant be bothered...it doesnt matter how they score..People come back with unproper attire, dyed hair...haix... Well, back to the point, I got an A1 for my chinese!!!! YEAH!!!! Before we got our results, we were there panicking cos our teacher told us tat only abt 70% of us got distinctions....tis means tat only 27 people managed to get As...the rest 13 of them cant make it...haix...feel sorry for them...The seniors really did very well this time...about more than 95% eligible for admission to junior colleges...congrats! Firstly, i want to mention VERA, the TOP student in our school with a score of 9 points! GOGOGO! Next, congratulations to SEAN! One of the top students in Swiss Cottage with a score of 8 points...excluding 4 bonus points!!! Both of these top students are from AJC!!!! JIAYOU OOH!!! haha...continuing with the honour list....Wei Shing from St. Joseph's scored a 13 points!!! My former choir president, Pei Qi did us proud with a score of 10! Forget to mention tat Vera is my senior in choir too! And she was from my section, SOP2! HIP HIP HOORAY!!! Next is Jun Yang, with a nice score of 16! My bestie, Jason from Woodgrove got a 14 point but he wanna go poly...sianx...My very hyper-active senior, Yujing scored 11! Well, congrats to those who scored well! All the best in yr JC or Poly school life! And remember to stay in contact!
Where were you when skies were grey
8:14 PM <3
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haix...|Thursday, February 08, 2007
Haha...it's very pek chek to upload photos onto d blog.....esp when my bloody computer is very slow one....haix...took me nearly 3 hours to post this two posts...lol....very frustrated now...and furthermore.....tml is a BIG day for me....but a GIGANTIC day for the rest of the graduates...lol wad kind of adjectives i've used???? wadeva, just pray hard that i can get an A1!!! chinese mah...should be chicken feet de lar...speaking of chinese, tat friday we did a mock paper and whai whai copied some of the comprehansion ques from me cos she lazy to do lor.....in the end she got the highest...wad the...i got 6 marks lesser than her...its crazy...haha...whai, i din meant anything bad...hehe...but back to the point...those who got a B3 and below have to DROP HMT!!! tats wad mdm leow said last year lar....haix...those people would had wasted 3 years studying hmt lor...haix...emmm, back to my room....after the cleaning, my room seemed to be more 'like a room' le...haha....but there's a little part of the wall which is still unpainted..........my posters are now all resting under my bed, waiting the day of de-hibenating...haha....i've got loads of S.H.E's , Energy's , F.I.R's..very nice one de...my favourite ia the largest one which pictures S.H.E...given by Edwin on my last yr's bdae...tats very sweet of him...haha...and now photos...
`spick and span bah? haha...all efforts are contributed by my parents de lor....so wei da of them! applause!_*
`the windchime tat was given by Sean...abit rusty liao la...tink got 6 yrs le bah?_*
`my bao bei displays and figurines.....photos too...neat bah?_*
`wow....such neat n tidy desktop....wooo....so happy sia...*
`my wonderful collection of books....comics, novels...assessment books....etc..._*
Where were you when skies were grey
10:11 PM <3
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Well...i had cleared my room on saturday and sunday...lol...it was in a very horrible state...after living in tis room for about 8 years, finally...i waited for this day for a very long time liao...i am so happy! White-washing...haha...i yearned for very long le...I uploaded some photos to show how bad was the condition of my room before cleaning and after cleaning...enjoy!
` me with a mask to protect myself from dust, but well...i still contracted a terrible runny nose...lol_*
`see? such a mess...the cupboard and shelves had been moved away...clearing my tables....._*
`red plastic containers for me to keep my stuffs while my room was in the progress of white-washing..._*
`heaps of bags and files....lol..._*
`the shelf tat was moved to d kitchen..eith all my books stuffed inside..._*
`box filled with my stuffs..._*
`walls of graffiti.....haha...this is the biggest reason for white-wash my room..._*
It is horrible, isn't it? This is an accumulation of me n my sibling's abstract art..
haha...we wrote here and there...and everywhere...lol....next post will be the photos after clearing n white-washing....keep updated!
Where were you when skies were grey
6:20 PM <3
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I cried again...|Saturday, February 03, 2007
In the end, I still cried...It's not because I'm lonely...It's jus tat I cant bear it anymore...I dunno wad's inside me tat made me feel tat emptiness...It's like nothing can ever fill it...I'm so afraid, afraid tat one day I'll just lose myself...i've had been telling myself not to cry...I've broke up with him for 5 months...and yet, I didn't even drop a tear for him...not ever again...but i cried n shedded tears because of a few unbearingly touching novels...maybe I'm just alternatively using novels as an excuse to cry bah...i dunno...
Its very frustrating tat the internet is loading slowly like it has the time on Earth forever......cant stand it...sometimes i jus shut it down n leave it alone..
I've been quite hot-tempered these few days...cant seem to control myself...i was discussing the issue on moving to Spore when my dad came back...Mybe cos of his tiredness he started splutting nonsense and insults on anything...Then I asked him about moving to Spore...he barked at me, saying tat he dun have tat much of money to let me stay in Spore...He's just talking crap lar...he's got 2 cars, a lorry of his own in Spore for working purposes, a motorbike, a semi-detached house and he has a bloody hell amout of money for my mum to spend on her clothes, cosmetics and facial sets...Yet he can still say tat he dun have money...He even said tat we collapsed never mind de...if he collasped den we'll die with him....although its correct in a sense tat we need him to support us but i jus think tat he's freaking hell too much! Its not tat i forced him to let me stay, I'm jus giving him a suggestion and myself time to do revision n homework...Wad's wrong with tat? If he really has abit of problem with the financial part, I can dun mind...but must he speak in tat way? Its always his volcanoe-temper tat spoils our harmony...Since when I was small...he never change...There's forever a communication gap between daughters and fathers...No offence but maybe this applies to me only bah...haix...Wad's worse, he siad tat if i so capable i should go and work n pay for my own school fees...wad the hell...He told me he has no money to send me to university...Fine den, I'll make sure I get such poor results so tat i no need to fuss about whether I wanna go to a JC or Polytechnic.......As how he wishes me to do...
Sometimes I dunno wad is the purpose of studying so much? Waste money to go college and university and get a certificate or degree...There's tons of people in the society who are undergraduates without jobs...So who can explain this to me? why waste money in the first place? and waste time? Its enough...I'll just do the best i can....I dun wan to have any more tuitions , remedials....Its not going to help neither...I wan to give up...I'm not tat capable to earn money n support myself at this age...Worse still I'm still single after 5 months...If i'm attached I may be able to rely on my boyfriend if he' a rich one...haha....
So jus a small advice to those studying out there, if your parents have money, you better jolly well study well and at least get a certificate....if not you're wasting your own time n your parents' money...so learn to cherish everything you owned...
Its too late to say anythign now lar...Jus walk one step count one step lol...i also dunno which path i'll be taking...jus hope tat i can meet frens with true sincere hearts...and of course a guy tat i rely on for a lifetime.........asap.............
Tats all folks! Sorry if u fond it irritating tat i keep changing blogskin cos i'm jus sick of things very quickly nowadays...I'll settle down my emotions asap...bear with me..thank you! Remember to tag....flood it if u wan...But no vulgars and insults! See ya soon!
Where were you when skies were grey
8:24 PM <3
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*_candies i bought...
*_delicious chocolates...yumyum...
*_the 92 hearts which i folded....
*_my pretty nails... 
*_this is my personalised board which i can take note of due dates..haha...cute bah?