Ahhx....stress ahx...|Wednesday, September 27, 2006
God only 4 more days to eoy exam!!! ahhx.....i'm so stressed now...haven even finished revising lol....then still got one stupid stuff for me to fuss abt! sumtimes ppl lend money and dun pay....still dare to confront ppl sehx....it's so frustrating ahx...nvm...treat it as i used 24 bucks to kick him off....that's how much 2yrs and 4 mths worth in my heart...if he want to end it like tis...wo feng pei! Let me tell u: i had already gotten over everything...if u think i'm still hanging there i'll prove u wrong...u dun worth my care n everything...it's so unworthed...wasted my time...i could have done better in every other aspects of my life....all bcos of tat...it ruined everything...in the end i still din gain anything...in return i only had a broken heart and memories....from now on, i wouldn't be easily affected by anything else...my biggest goal now is to do well in my exam and pass my 'o lvl with 6 straight A1s....well u may think i'm mad..but i've found my confidence and the motivation....the biggest thing i've regretted doing is loving the wrong person and getting into relationship in such a crucial period of life...so i urged u ppl not to get into stuff like tat....it's hard to manage...so live free and be happy...Simple is the best!!!
Where were you when skies were grey
12:30 PM <3
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The Accapella Fest|Saturday, September 16, 2006
Hey ppl...i'm back after getting my results for ct3 ...god...tis was d worst results i've ever gotten in my life...i failed 4 subs and no As lol...sum more worst...i failed my overall average mark...46.blah blah....i nearly cried out...but i told myself not to...i must be brave no matter wad happen....cos i know there are still ppl who care for me...i cant disappoint them...so i tell myself to work hard for end of year...show to them tat i can live w/o relying on anybody....
Well...ytd we went to Victoria Theatre for our performance at Accapella Fest...i was having a sore throat before tat...then it went worse and a headache appeared....i was damn sick but still i din collapse...i was trying to get high and go wif the atmosphere of highness and excitement....so i din say anything lar...we rehersed our singing n dancing at the basement and a lot more groups were practising their songs which were very nice....I guessed i cant hold on anymore...my fever caused me to have a feeling of fainting....god....it was so terrible...finally it was our turn to go up on stage...cos we din hav any introduction so we were sort of 'stuck' on the ground...waiting for ppl to call us out....so we dragged on time for about 30 sec...hahax....then the 6 of us went out cheering n screaming like mad ppl being released from the mental hospital...diaox....then the others joined us shortly after our opening...the whole thing went on wif so much mistakes and we were so dunno wad to do...hahax...then after tat we ran off the stage n went down to d basement lol...so relieved tat it ended...jos started hugging we gals...telling us tat we've done a great job....well tat was a good form of encouragement...^_^...i cant tahan anymore lor....we went to the seats and stood behind the audiences and watched the rest of the performance...i really cant hang on and i sat down on the ground and dozed off...my head felt so heavy and pain...jus wished tat sumone could lend me a shoulder ...tat sumone was hazel..hahax...after the performance we met up wif our choir members who came to watch....we did so talking n walked to reffles place mrt...going home lol...along the journey i was so tired so i leaned on zel's shoulder to sleep haha...so comfortable...so when i woke up i dun haf any sprained neck...hehex...i used to have sprained neck after leaning on sumone's shoulder...cos there was no adjusment....hahax...i suffered....but now i wun haf to suffer anymore...yeah...i got my dar dar's shoulder....sumtimes i would tink of the happy times we've spent in these 2yrs and 4 mths...but memories will never fade...the only thing that would never change is my memories...so i'll try all my best to keep them in their best condition....me now at dar dar's house....later there is still another round of performance so hav to go le...take care ppl...and work hard!!! esp ppl who are taking their major exams...N n O n A lvls....kk bye and cya nxt time...
Where were you when skies were grey
9:00 AM <3
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single again!|Wednesday, September 06, 2006
hey people...thanks for yr encouragement
as well as consolation all these while...
esp hazel, cerlyn, kaisen, sem,
rui ling, jenny, jun yang, hui xuan...
love ya people!!!
if u all weren't there...
i guessed i would haf break down...
last time i would cry non-stop...
mull over things for no reasons...
now....
having u around is the best thing on earth!
continue makin me happy...
i promised i wouldn't give u all a chance to cry with me...
happy to regain freedom!
free from stress n committment...
now is the time to FOCUS!!!!
on my studies!!!
so...
people...
help me!!!
my maths is dying...
so anyone interested to tutor me?
welcome aboard!
A Million Thanks To You!
Love Ya People!
Forever!
Where were you when skies were grey
4:14 PM <3
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