holidays sucks!|Friday, June 22, 2007
Hey i'm back! Haiz...
chiong my homework now...
i've spent 2 days watching "E Zuo Ju Zhi Wen"...
a very nice and romantic show...
the male lead and the female lead are cute!
I'm still in holiday mood lol...
no mood to do homework...
sianz....
but i've difficulty finishing my post cos this keyboard de printing all gone le...
cant see the letters...
my com at home cant access internet.
It's a torture man...
my mp3 also spoil liao...
i wan new mp3!
nice songs too!
200 pounds beauty de songs..
.e zuo ju zhi wen de songs too!
ahh..
tml going to celebrate tingshien's bdae...
with hongwei and yuensee too...
later have to chiong all the homework...
tink i dun wan to write anymore le.
bye.
enjoy these last 3 days of holidays!
Where were you when skies were grey
10:03 AM <3
| d r e a m |
Back At Home.|Friday, June 08, 2007
I fell in love with a guy wearing purple-striped top.
Purple is the universal colour for gays.
As many think.
But to me, it is not.
It represents lust, romance and love.
I always feel my heart racing when i saw somebody
who has a familiar side view, just like him.
My heart skipped a beat.But when he turns and i could see his face,
It is not him.
Am I in love?
I guess not.
I can't really explain.
Is it because deep down inside
My heart has hardened?
Whenever I pass by the places we went before,
I used to recall all the beautiful memories
We had together.
But now,I feel nothing at all.
Then why should I be afraid to go there?
I am afraid it will awake all the heart-brokening yet
loving memories.
Should I go?
Maybe my tears will fall,
maybe my heart will ache.
Let all the sadness and happiness that I've once had,
be begones.
I could not bear to carry them along.
It is really a burden.
Sometimes, time cannot heal wounds.
They are just too deep to heal fully.
So I choose to cut off the part of wounded flesh
And discard off.
Away it will decompose and rot.
New flesh will grow.
New blood will flow.
The heart will once again beat to a new rhythm.
Finally I'm back home.
How homesick can I be?
I was totally freaking out the whole day today.
During Physics lesson.
Worse still, practical was dragged for an hour more.
Hate it.
I literally had no mood listening to any talking.
I rushed all the way to the interchange
after leaving Sem's house.
Squeezed onto the bus.
Stomping my foot when the queue was damn long.
Actually it wasn't long.
I was so afraid that I would miss the bus.
Scare that Dad would already be waiting there.
Called him and knew he had not reach.
Whew.
Reached and bought a packet of low fat milk.
Drank and started looking around for Dad's
presence,he reached and off we go.
Didn't have chance to taste Mum's dishes today.
She's busy, no time to cook dinner.
Eating take-away again.
Been the third time this week.
Oily and fattening.
But I liked Sem's breakfast!
Toast bread with scrambled egg.
Half-cooked egg with 2 sausages.
Green tea too!
Liked her Auntie's cooking too!
Soup is just nice, veggie is tasty too.
She kept forcing me to eat meat.
Haha.
We had lots of laughter on the dining table.
Jokes and craps.
Especially yesterday.
Stupid Andrew.
Crapping freak.
Made crazy noises.
Haha.
Laughed like mad.
Nearly choked on the rice.
Lotsa of fun.
But very tired of lessons.
Wasting time only.
From 8am to 3.30pm everyday.
Pekchek.
Hate my mp3 too.
The stupid cable cant work on Sem's com.
Now my com too.
Walau.
Irritating.
Hate irritating ppl too.
Keep talk n talk like no tml.
F*ck them lar.
Asking the same question again n again.
As if my meals are their concerns.
I CAN FEED MYSELF!!!
Even if I dun haf money to eat,
I rather starve to death.
I dun nid any sympathy.
STOP ASKING!
GET LOST AND OUT OFF MY SIGHT!!!
Why cant decent ppl talk to me?
I hate kpo ppl.
Dun let me see you ever again.
Okay.
I am going off to watch TV le.
Ending here.
Take care everyone.
Where were you when skies were grey
9:19 PM <3
| d r e a m |
