why.........|Saturday, July 16, 2005
i've been so depressed nowadays...dunno y...i'm getting better wid d gurls...wow...wonderful change...i trying to mix wid them...my comics..haiyo..bought all the recent volumes...even borrowed 20bucks from andy...haven paid him yet..hee..haha...waiting for the other new volumes..in the mean while still wishing for harry potter's new book...today's the day!!But i have no money leh..so sad...exams coming up in a few week's time..maths need to buck up liao lor...but i everytime slack one..haix...dunno la...let nature takes its course lor...wad to do...haix...i dun wan to care so much liao...i have no hopes liao...a few days ago...jason had mii as his god sis...so happy...we're like good speakers of heart..u may tink wad the heck is tat...haha..anyway...we r d best buddies....other than chun vin...he's a good listener and consellor..he and his to-be stead are getting better...wish them all d best...
changed my skin liao...u can see that it's damn sad and depressed lor...he..haix...everyday got focus studies then in the end always waiting for glendon....not mii...tat day actually wanted to wait for him..but gave up...dunno y..i was tinking tat he might not appreciate it..so i left...then i knocked his head wid a bottle..he not happy lor...so quiet alll d while...thought he sick or wad...he angry wid mii la..wadever...then nowadays...his replies getyting lesser n lesser...dun even reply sometimes...today i requested him to help mii selll energy's 2 albums n buy the albums of speed...dunno he'll go or not...then if he din go he'll give all sort of excuses...then...blahblah...fed up liao......hazel leh...din speak to each other for nearly 3 weeks liao...dunno la...dun tink we're going to be like last time liao...nv again...jus break like tis...if she wans...i also dunno to accept or not...bb tat's all..folks...crying in my heart...i jus can't stop crying...every nite i sleep........
Where were you when skies were grey
11:32 AM <3
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haix...school's boring and wad so ever..|Saturday, July 02, 2005
Yeah..ytd jus asked yenshan n ting about whether i can join toilet gang...next week then got interview...but seriously i really want to make frens wid them..i felt so left out in class...ytd after the council meeting we chatted so long....finally...i felt as if i'm free now...
Now my siblings...they suck man...they are so rude and show no respect for mii...like i'm not their sis...sad...i creid...no choice...i can't stand them liao...fed up with them...everyday almost quarrel one...cry...
Just have ruiyong as my gan di...god brother..finally i got one..last time ones all like died liao..jkjk...ting shien they all different sch liao.. then lesser contacts...haix...i also dun have godbrother..gorgor...haix..never mind i will continue searching....haha...
Edmund n pearl so sweet...both were my frens...pearl was my penpal in pro sch...edmund was my pal in pri sch too..but now..they are just strangers to mii...never talked to each other since...sec sch...cry...i lose 2 frens..cry...why...then they both now steading..so sweet..give them my blessings..haix...mii so envy...
In class now i sitting wid andy...so strange..haha..like nothing to tell...sian ah...he ytd sweared to tee tat he wouldn't talk for the whole science lesson...he really kept his mouth shut...the whole 1 hour...jee
Ithink that's all..bb..
Where were you when skies were grey
12:59 PM <3
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Where were you when skies were grey
12:48 PM <3
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