Emptiness.|Friday, May 25, 2007
Today was Parents' Meeting Session.
Once a year.
Nothing much to comment on.
They jus told me to work hard and buck up
during the holidays.
that's wad i'm going to do.
No need to repeat that again n again.
Sianx lor.
My results overall was better.
Addmath C6
Elemath D7
Chemistry D7
Physics E8
Combined Humanities E8
English C6
Higher Chinese B3
Biology A2
Ya, the only A i've gotten.
Glad that i didn't fail 5.
L1R5- 32
L1R4- 24
pathetic.
if 'O' lvl i gonna get tis.
I'm going to die.
By jumping downfrom my school's highest building.
I agreed wif Sem.
I can really find no reason to laugh now.
We are just too stressed up, I believe.
I hoped it's just that.
If not, even after the 'O's,
I dare to say that we would never laugh again.
We are going to be in a laughless society from now on.
Why?
I dunno.
Sad to say.
But we really are in it.
I hoped i'm still a child.
I can still find reasons to laugh about.
Life isn't all about laughing.
I know that.
But life without laughter.
It's nothing.
Learn to smile and laugh everyday.
We really must.
Or else we'll become robots.
Emotionless humans.
That's not what i want to be.
Jia you orh!
Those who are taking their 'O' Chinese next monday!
Ganbatte!
Nothing more to say.
Bye.
Where were you when skies were grey
7:45 PM <3
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Disappointed.|Sunday, May 20, 2007
I had expected the results.
That's why i didn't cry in school.
In fact, i laughed at my results...
failed 5 subjects...
it is scary to other ppl honestly...
but i am immune now...
i didn't expect any miracle that i might just
strike an A1 for any of the subjects, not even Chinese.
I got a B3.
The best subject.
I just dun tink it is worth crying for.
I didn't put in any effort frankly speaking.
With so much things to be done and performances just before the exam,
i doubt anybody will make it a good one either.
But i still cried when i reached home,
when i was eating my dinner halfway.
I couldn't help tinking i had disappointed my parents.
I just couldn't help it.
I dun wish to make them sad or angry
although they dun really show much care and concern
towards my studies.
But i know they wouldn't never wish that i did badly for exams.
I am so guilty.
I wished i could do something which make them
and myself proud like how i scored so well in primary school
and they saw me going on stage to receive trophy and vouchers.
I yearned for that feeling of being watched and
the sense of happiness when u have done something above expectations.
I missed that feeling.
Yesterday, went out with Hong Wei, Ting Shien and his girlfren, Yuen See.
A sweet girl indeed.
I know her.
I just knew she would come.
I expected that.
Haha.
That Ting Shien forced me to treat them Sakae Sushi.
Damn it.
In the end, we ate at Pastamania.
Wasted an hour plus at Timezone
waiting to play the games.
But those ppl jus wun stop.
Haix.
Went to Ting Shien's house and ate dinner.
Yuen See came back from church and we sang K at Hong Wei's house.
Not very high lor.
Maybe we are just not very close.
But she loved S.H.E just like ME and Hong Wei!
Ting Shien is just an extra one lar.
Some more he still dare to insult my favourite singers.
Stupid.
But seriously, he has a good voice.
But he wasted it lar.
Hong Wei too!
He knows a bit of Beatboxing!!!
I was totally amazed!
Didn't know they have such hidden talents
within them.
Cool...
I want to stay in Spore!
cant tahan the travelling.
Tired and restless.
Discuss with parents le.
Should be successful bah.
Pray hard for me!
^^
That's all bah!
Take care!
Where were you when skies were grey
1:42 PM <3
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These are the photos from new albums and outfits.
Some shots from the mtv-'wu yue tian'.
Aren't they gorgeous?
Where were you when skies were grey
12:38 PM <3
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Guess what?
I woke up 11.15am today!
I had a wonderful sleep...
Yesterday went to watch Spiderman 3.
Nice lor..the animation effects and all those cool moves of Spidey...
hahaha....
Abit sian now lor...nothing much to do...
Sian de lor...
Keep listening to S.H.E's new album-PLAY
oh my god...i'm obsessed with the songs....
they have lots of songs of genre ranging from pop to rock and r&b...
they are the only group tat i wished to listen their r&b and rock or even hio-hop.
i did mention bah?
i dun like those rock and hip-hop songs de...
esp like those western rock band...
dun even know what de heck they singing..
no offence lar...
haha...
i LOVE them!!!
but i'm sad that i din own any album of their
from the 1st debut album to the 6th one...
only started buying from Encore 7th album...
last time i still in primary school...
not much money to buy mah...
now got sell also very expensive..
become treasure le lor...
nvm..i'll still love them as much!
Esp HEBE!
muacks...
I'll be posting alot of pictures...
wait for awhile and enjoy...
Where were you when skies were grey
10:55 AM <3
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S.H.E !!!|Saturday, May 12, 2007
YEAH!!! Finally!!! MY S.H.E NEW ALBUM!!! Hahahah...went to school early in the morning, thought Ms Fu can help us with some hard questions on Chemistry. But too bad she didnt entertain us at all...said Mr Cheong wouldnt like it if he knows we approached Ms Fu and not him, and she doesnt like to have conflicts with him...what the...Do people always have to cut the line so clear? It wouldnt die to ask a question or two bah...lol...she kept asking us to call or msg Mr Cheong...it's not that we dun want Mr Cheong to teach...it's just more convenient as other people from other class had asked Ms Fu to help..we just dun wish to bother Mr Cheong too much...haix..in the end, Sem, peng n nerdy went to eat mac breakfast at cwp. den we went to the library, went to the 2nd floor to look for the rest...includes Liping, Thrina, Jiamin and Esther they all...very quiet i should say, till i can felt a sense of horror in it...hahah...we went to the 3rd floor and started studying but i got affected by nerdy's burping...haha...he has a small stomach i say...abit of food he cant tahan liao...haha...jkjk...we brought bubble tea up too...and so suai...got caught by librarian...i tink it's the cctv bah...straight above me sumore lor....haha...in the ned i went into the toilet and drank everything up in just one gulp..hahha..i wun waste de..wakaka...
Everyone is targeting at Zhan Peng n Li Ping lor...keep helping them 牵红线...at the thought of it, it was funny de lor...haha...they are not abashed either...maybe they both already *uh-u-noe* liao lar..hahaha....but they both really make a couple...cute cute one...hahah....we left the both of them enjoy their makan time and escaped to somewhere else...
I went to retrieve my album...sad to say, i dun really like the gift lor...only a notebook type de 自拍手扎..sianx...with only less than 20 pictures and dumped lots of pieces of blank paper for me to scribble arh? lol...should have chosen the jigsaw puzzle with cd de gift...AHH!!! 后悔极了...oh man...den the exclusive DVD only includes mtvs from the previous album 'FOREVER'...haix i was totally disappointed lor...wanna watch 中国话 and 五月天 de mtv leh...haix...nvm i try watching on youtube lor...but i really LOVE the 11 songs inside!Wow...been listening to it manymany times le...got one song very unique...named 借口...sounds familiar bah? it was the same name of one of Jay's song...the 味道 of the song is vey Jay-ish...lyrics with many of Jay's famous songs...nice....love it...now i still learning 中国话 de lyrics...actually i should say it's tongue twister lar..only one paragraph of singing part...other is all tongue twisters of some famous chinese rhymes and some rapping....nice...dunno why so many ppl dunno how to appreciate it...五月天 is also another nice song...love the tune of it...nice leh...got one cute song named 老婆, means wife lar..haha...written by Selina and composed by Ella..cute song..Hebe also written a song, 说你爱我..nice too...another song with the tune of 'London bridge is falling down'...cute lor...overall it's nice lar..but i not very 满意 with the package...the pictures all very small and not very appealing leh...mixed in orange and blue...weird weird de hor? haha..but pf course our 主角, are pretty and cute!
Where were you when skies were grey
8:33 PM <3
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I can FLY!|Friday, May 11, 2007
Well...exams are over for some of you, but not me...I am having my last paper on next MONDAY. CHEMISTRY, with 25 chapters to hull onto....oh man....Today's addmath paper sucks like hell...I cant even do a thing leh...if i can get 10 out of 80, i would proud of myself lar...I promised Chuan Whai and Pau Xian, if i din get F9 for addmath i would treat them a meal! haha...is tat considered consoling myself? walau...this time i really gone mad studying and mugging...read my previous post? Sometimes, stress can really drive you crazy!
Sianx lor...today i forget to bring the card to retrieve my SHE NEW ALBUM!!! stupid me...sad lor...affected my mood to do the paper also lor...sianx de lor...
Haven watch Spiderman 3 yet...aso wanna watch 200 pounds beauty too...sis said it was nice...haha..but watch in spore very expensive lor...maybe watch in msia bah...sorry to anyone whom i said wanna watched with u orh...must save money lar...paiseh...
I find life very very boring...everyday after exam, go home and mug or slack...sianx...life without love is sian de lor...haha...see ppl with bf or gf..very xian mu lor....haha...but let nature take its course bah...
tired..but still wanna play audi...kk lar..jiayou for chemistry ooh!
Where were you when skies were grey
11:35 AM <3
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Insane.|Sunday, May 06, 2007
Do u know what someone will do if he/she goes mad? U should have a try of getting insane...It was yesterday when i really had the feeling of insanity. I was lying on bad with some of my Physics stuff lar..i was like slacking the whole day lor...trying to get Physics de stuff into my mind...den my BLOODY hell sister was hitting the table with her drum sticks for percussion...PURPOSELY...i was listening to music at the same time from the computer...i tink she was angry with me for not letting her play audition...so she did that...i was trying veryvery very hard to CONCENTRATE....and i told myself to TAHAN...but i lost...i lost my temperand went insane.
I grabbed a belt and went out of the room and whacked my sister right at her face...i tink she wasn't aware of my presence. I caught her by surprise bah...She defended and hit me back with her sticks....I whacked and whacked non-stop...with my mind clearly conscious...i guessed i knew what i was doing was TOTALLY WRONG...but i couldnt stop...i WAILED upon hitting her...i couldnt stand it...i screamed and wailed so loudly that i broke down...i felt a sharp grasp of pain...my sister ran away and fell to my bed...and found out that i had injured my finger...my nail was so long that it nearly chipped off from the inner part while i was whacking with the belt...it was bleeding in the nail...hurt alot...still got blue-black inside lor...lol...this is the first time that i did something so insane....and out of my mind...
I guess i AM REALLY STRESSED UP bah....I AM!!! i dunno what to do...nothing gets into my mind even i sit there mugging for more than an hour...god it really driving me crazy...wahahaa...i tink for the rest of the subjects i will really dead bah...whatever...i dun wanna care anymore....
Today i went back to SGM Renaissance Choir...everyone was happy that i am back...but it feels abit strange...like everyone is more conserved towards me...but still glad to see them...sang old songs and a new mexican song..nice rhythm....then after dismissal...we went for lunch cos later at 2pm there was another practice for the kids....including my dumb dumb brother....haha...all the kids seemed so tiny lor...all very quiet and reserved...wahaha....but their voices quite okay lar...teacher let us watched some videos on singing choral music...nice...there was a French boys youth choir in the movie...wow...it was fantastic! The solo boy's voice was so angelic and sweet lor!!! Pray hard that one day i could sing like him...haha....wish that day will really come true...
hahaha...nothing more bah...just pray hard i wouldnt go insane again...omg...kk lar...time for me to mug again...slack too at the same time...bye, all the best for exams...
Where were you when skies were grey
6:11 PM <3
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Stressed up...|Thursday, May 03, 2007
Memorising social studies notes now...haix...cant get them into my mind yet...die liao...still busy writing out notes for the last 3 chapters in Biology...thanks to Jie Ling for the biology book on learning examples! Q!uite hepful in the sense that Mrs Tee is the setter of this paper and she often use the book for reference in setting questions...haha...
Today's HMT paper was terribly tough lor....god...and was freezing cold in the hall...with 19degrees on for more than 15 sets of air-conditioners...wahahah....good thing is we wouldnt be sweating in humid weather during exams but we will be frozen to death when its raining like as today for the secong paper....lol.....haix..haven started revising the rest of the subjects for maths, physics, geography and chemistry...lol...brain dead ler lor....stress leh....its only the second paper for MYE...kill me bah...i tink my both addmath n elemath wan dan liao bah....wakakas....let nature takes its course bah...jiayou orh everyone!
Tomorrow is a special day to me, as least maybe to
him too. 3 years since the day we started... and we cant withstand hard times through 3 years which I really hoped we could. I've seen new couples and pld ones breaking and patching...understanding how they are feeling...cos i myself had been through that for like so many times in just one relationship...haha...tink i expert liao arh...nonono...i cant call myself that...haha...just my innocence to stupid ways of keeping relationship intact when it is already torn....but cheers to Sem and Gz, Ts and Ys who just patched...Sz and Jh, my sis n her bf, Cw n u-noe-who, Sc and his baobei, and any couples whom I know lar...To those who secretly love someone deeply...for some whom I know, xin ku le....if it's worthwhile...keep holding on...if it's not...let go...there are better ones out there. Jiayou orh!!! Wish everyone tian tian mi mi and yong yuan xingfu!!!
Where were you when skies were grey
6:27 PM <3
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