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PROFILE

R.ainval
Professional day-dreamer.
23.02.90
Turning 18 soon.
Pisces.
Emotionally unstable.
Unappreciated.
Yearns for peace.love
Born a singer.
Loves green.tea stuff
Wish to possess the sky.
Crave. for the talent of composing music


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Energy's new album
Laptop for poly next year
Learn a new language
IPod 8GB
Huge sunglasses
Bikini-gorgeous body
Open a cafe
Travel around the world
A digital camera
Learn piano
Learn dancing
New tote bag or sling bag
A FABulous bdae celebration next year!
New wallet
Watch movies
Being multi-talented rather than gorgeous XD
Personlised a blogskin full of HEBE!!!
Of course, a guy ^^


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Enrolment period|Monday, March 17, 2008


Hi, it's been quite a while since I last updated.
Now here I am, in Ngee Ann Poly.
Hahas....
I was supposed to install Chinese Plus into my laptop but they said no need, so here I am sitting here to post loh...
Took a half day leave from work, quite free and easy now...
Seriously, I think NP is very efficient in the process of enrolment...
I was worried about all the tedious steps when buying laptop and appling for hire purchase...
But it turns out that things were simple and fast.
I was pleased and contented.
There were people to help me with laptop stuffs and installation.
A IT noob like me can really go crazy with all the softwares and installations...hahas
I spent one hour in the midnight yesterday to reformat my laptop cos I dunno what happened to it when I fell asleep halfway thru...
I just hate complicated stuffs like these....
Anyways, I've signed up to learn Japanese in NP...
Hope it'll be a fruitful and enjoyable learning experience for me...
Hasn't been seeing my girls for awhile le, except for Yixin cos of work issues...
And I haven't been going out with friends to relax...
After I quit on 7 Apr, there'll be a HMS camp for me on the 9th.
No rest, no shopping time...
But it feels good to be busy..
Oh ya, one more thing...
My laptop is damn heavy de lor!
2.46kg i supposed...
My shoulders cant sustain too long upon the weight...
If I got to bring it to school everyday,
I believe I'll grow shorter and shorter...
Cry....
Nvm, I will get over with it and live my poly happily and excitingly...
Emm, it sounds so 'primary-school'....
Wadever it is, wish me good luck!



Where were you when skies were grey
8:26 AM <3

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I HATE PICKPOCKETS!|Sunday, March 09, 2008


Well, I wanna apologise to my girls for backing out on today's outing.
Cos I seriously dun wanna spend anymore money on wants.
And I'm kinda regretted my stupid decision.
Guess what, I LOST MY DAMN PRETTY WALLET TODAY!
I went to singing practice as for normal in the morning,
Then we were supposed to have extra practice in the noon till 4pm.
But teacher had something urgent to attend to,
So we decided to catch a movie at Tebrau Jusco.
Well, the hopping lot was packed peeps...loads of them...
We went to queue the damn long queue to buy tickets,
And when we reached the counter, we realised we still haven choose what to watch.
I wanted to watch Step Up 2 but the show was at 7pm.
So 10,000BC was filling out very fast,
We watched The Spiderwick Chronicles which was at 5.30pm.
It was about 1 and a half hours before the show starts after we bought tickets.
So we went to Harris (it's popular actually.) bookstore to browse thru books.
I was too engrossed in the make-up and styling books that I dun even realised my wallet had been pickpocketed.
It was when I took out my bottle to have a sip then I felt something amiss.
Searched, but my bag was too small to look again.
Gone means that it was really gone.
But the weird thing was my handphone was still intact.
Actually, there was only 20 dollars and Malaysia IC inside the wallet which Ler Ler gave me for my bdae.
And it's THE ONLY BDAE PRESENT I"VE RECEIVED THIS DAMN YEAR!
I thought I was going to break down.
Cos besides the two valuables, the other two " LUCKY CHARMS " of mine were inside too.
I was damn upset by the whole incident, went to make a report and asked around the info counter.
One of the 'lucky charm' has been with me for 5 years long!
I was sad, very very sad about it.
I dun feel anything for my money and IC, instead I wished I could make new IC cos
my photo for that damn IC was super ugly.
I had no mood to eat dinner even.
However, the movie was great!
I loved fantasy movies sometimes....
The movie sort of helped me to forget about the incident but I was still quite worried abt it.
I just hoped the pickpocket can have some integrity to return my IC and lucky charms.
If that jerk wans to take my money, by all means, take it and leave my wallet!
I wan my LUCKY CHARMS back!
AHHH!



Where were you when skies were grey
8:31 PM <3

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WRATH|Saturday, March 08, 2008


I'm feeling very outraged at this moment.
I hate them, I just hate them.
Maybe I hate myself too, I don't know.
I hope my life can be better when I start school.
I am tired of life now.
Work and singing.
Tedious and stressful.
Kids are a disaster!
I'm tired of nagging and being patient.
I'm not into teaching but still, I am a teacher.
I need to display my utmost patience to those kids and the boss.
I am feeling tired, seriously.
But I chose this path so might as well do my best.

I have decided to start afresh when school starts.
- New clean blog, wordpress or multiply ( although this blog doesnt even reach a 200 post... )
- Blog will be written in chinese, and most probably wouldn't be publicised...
- New email address, will re-add contacts.
- New friendster account? maybe...
- New laptop, hopefully.
- New hairstyle if I can manage to hunt for a superb hairdresser with reasonable price.
- New attitude and character, maybe... but it's hard to change but I'll try for a better me!
- Study hard! I wanna get scholarship!
- I wanna work in a singing cafe as a singing waitress. Is there any cafe or restaurant that suits this requirements?
- Find the dreams of mine and strive hard towards them!
- Make myself popular?! maybe it's just impossible to myself stand out of the crowd...
- *in additional, I am tinkin of taking up Japanese!
That's all I could think of at this moment...

Maybe this blog will be closed down or totally ignored...
I have nothing to write anymore...
No inspiration to continue this indescribable blog of mine...
10 days a tag...
Wow, I can break the least popular blog record ever...
hahas...
But i'm still glad some peeps still read my idiotic blog,
Listening to my blabbering and nonsensical sayings....
Thanks....
I'm currently into jazz now...
Loved jazzy songs...
Diana Krall, Corrinne Bailey Rae, 小野丽莎 the Jap jazz singer...
These are a few I really loved...
Oh ya, I am thinking of taking up Japanese in Poly...
I dun intend to play or go clubbing even if i'm 18 now.
I'll just stay simple and boring.
Even if I'll bore to death...
Life isn't interesting, it's you who make it interesting.
But i dun feel interesting...
Not at all.



Where were you when skies were grey
9:33 PM <3

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Lesser words|Sunday, March 02, 2008


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MY WHITE CHOCOLATE BLONDIE @ SWESENS!


I doubt that I will still continue to update...
I am just lazy and lost of words...
Many peeps are closing down their blogs due to 'A' levels and school stress or wadever it is.
So i just find it meaningless to write so much when no one is really reading my blog...hahas.
My posts are just on ramdom notes and too mundane for any comments from u peeps...

I'm currently working at a student care centre, tiring yet meaningful...
I am busy the whole week:

Monday to Friday - Work at SCC.
Saturday - Singing practice at TAS Tanjong Pagar. 2pm-5pm
Singing practice at Soka Choir. 8pm-10.30pm (but I normally skip it!)
Sunday - Singing practice at Soka Choir 9.30am-4pm

The Soka Choir is currently preparing for a mini concert in end of June,
So the practising time is lengthened by another 2 hours...
It's better this way, I think....
But I'm afraid that by June, I have already moved to Spore...
By then, I cant be able to go for singing practices in JB....
That means, I cant participate in the concert...
Well, I nearly quarreled with my parents over this issue...
They thought it is just too meaningless to fuse over this...
I was angry.
But I really do enjoy singing...
And hanging out with friends at TAS is the best moments in my life!

Went to Swesens for the second time to eat dinner...
Cost me a bomb but I didn't feel hurt as I paid...
It was the funniest and the most enjoyable dinner I ever had...
White chocolate blondie, a new dessert recommended by my friends...
I'D JUST LOVIN' IT!
The pizza and pasta were as tasty too...
Didn't make a wasted trip to Swesens...
The best was me and Sam walked around Orchard and she showed me her art corner at *scape centre..
It was indeed an ideal spot to generate creativity and ideas...
I kinda admire peeps with deep passion and talent for art...
They can draw wadever they like and there is no definition to grade their works...
It is a different kind of freedom to express yr thoughts and feelings...
I hope i can have this kind of talent in me...
It should be a wonderful feeling and inspiration to draw well...
Chatted alot with Sam and found out that she is actually a girl with very strong passion and self-dependent character towards her life, family and love...
I admire her way of living and her principles in life...
Although I'm already 18, sometimes I just feel that I am still not up to the 'standard' and 'soul' that a 18-year-old should possess...
I am ashamed to be childish and shallow...
I admit, I am.
It takes me alot of courage to swallow insults from friends and even strangers...
I find it difficult to accept insults in the way that I think I wasn't at wrong...
Maybe I am still not as mature to face facts and dreadful peeps out there...
Even some friends are like that, I just dunno how to face it...
I hope life will be alot better for me when i start school...
I am still glad that i can find friends that share same interests and darn loads of topics to chat about!
I just love the feeling of it!
Think should be that's all...
It's going to be another week of tortures and stress ahead!
Jiayou and work hard! (for myself >.<)



Where were you when skies were grey
8:19 PM <3

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