Lost in the world of reality|Tuesday, January 15, 2008
I am afraid of growing up, the stress and expectations of people around me...
Suddenly, I felt that there is an invisible wave of fear rushing towards me...
I have to learn how to observe people before i do or speak anything...
The impression of myself brought to people is also as crucial.
People may dislike me or look down on me due to some stupid actions i did,
I am afraid of how others look at me.
I am scared that I'm not up to standard or I am not mature enough in terms of words and actions.
I don't know how can escape from this fear of mine.
There are still alot of things that I don't know how to do or say...
I dream to be a perfect person, without any flaws or mistakes..
But that's impossible in life, i know.
Imperfection is me and i will accept it.
Where were you when skies were grey
1:37 PM <3
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