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R.ainval
Professional day-dreamer.
23.02.90
Turning 18 soon.
Pisces.
Emotionally unstable.
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Yearns for peace.love
Born a singer.
Loves green.tea stuff
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Crave. for the talent of composing music


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Energy's new album
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Open a cafe
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Learn piano
Learn dancing
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A FABulous bdae celebration next year!
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Watch movies
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A Complicated love story|Sunday, January 20, 2008


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This is a real story of her, him and him.
It was a love triangle, but u may want to consider it as a two-timer story.
He and she had been in love for more than 5 years,
since the choir started in the early millennium...
They went to practices and performance...
Everywhere they go, they'll stick together like they've never separated before.
After a long period of relationship, she started to feel that this love was just a dependent habit.
She will give cold replies and showed least interest in talking with him.
2 years ago, he appeared.
He was more handsome than him and younger than him.
Although he was young at the age of 23, his thinking and mindset was beyond his age.
He wasn't aware of her change of attitude towards himself.
She started to make friends with him and slowly, they started a underground relationship.
Only her sister and me knew about it, but we never told anyone, even each other.
Keeping this secret was a hard task, but i managed it.
Whenever I go practices, I'll look at him and my heart really bleed for him.
He never know what they were up to, he treated her as normal, the caring and concerned way.
and she treated him the cold way as before.
I was with quite good terms with him, and he told me about it,
when i was suspecting it.
My heart broke, I asked him,
"Do you know that she has got a boyfriend already, for 5 years?"
He replied,
"I know, but I'll still continue to love her, or else I'll regret."
"Even if it takes me to be her 'concubine', I'm really willing to do that."
I cried, not because of anybody,
Because I didn't know love can be that generous.
She was very selfish, she didn't request a break-up or make clear with him.
He continued to be fooled by her.
He purchased a house and waiting for her heart to settle.
He proposed to her but she rejected.
She gave an excuse, saying that he was pressuring her.
This was her reason for rejecting the propose.
Isn't it ridiculous?
Finally, she wanted a break-up with him.
He found it a sudden and he couldn't take the blow.
He cried, when her reason was that he was interfering too much in her life.
He was caring enough to fetch her wherever she wanted to go,
take care of her when she was seriously ill.
And this is what he had gotten for return of a nearly-decade-relationship.
Life has to move on.
Now, the 3 of them still sit in the same room, singing the same song and the same harmony.
I don't know how they managed to face each other despite the betrayal of love.
But I do hope he can forget her and meet his perfect match in the near future.
I solemnly pray for him and may he stay happy forever.
To the both of them, I don't know what to say, I just hope betrayal for once is more than enough.
Love is selfish but it contains no betrayal and cheating of feelings.
Treasure your love and remember that
love is the most divine feeling and emotion, a human can feel and appreciate.





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