Slacking isn't as great as i've thought.|Wednesday, December 05, 2007
I've been slacking at home at home for the past few days.
But the feeling isn't that great as i've always thought it is.
I really missed the days at school and choir practices.
I missed the times i went practices for SYF and any other performances.
I still remembered there was once when i was in rehearsal of a certain event,
I sang halfway and i suddenly cant controlled and cried.
I told the teacher cos i hate seeing my seniors graduate,
when the true reason was i was sad when
he cant make it to the performance due to work purposes.
But i still can feel the sadness and craving to see him de feeling at that time.
I missed having lessons and talking craps with my beloved classmates,
missed the times when Ms Tan scolded me for dozing off in class,
and the other teachers gave me a nickname, 'Sleeping Beauty'.
Haha.
Sometimes i feel that school life creates excitement and liveliness in me.
I always loved school until sec3, where schoolwork gets out of my control.
But it's no use regretting now, school life is over and now i'll have to face the real world,
where rivals and competitions are what you would face.
No rest, no true frens, no friendly faces....
I really hate to leave school, to leave the age of childishness, to leave the arms of protection...
But there's nothing i could do to retrieve them back in time again...
Where were you when skies were grey
9:55 PM <3
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