Meaningless life|Sunday, December 30, 2007
I cant understand my emotions.
I cant feel any happiness in whatever i do now.
I only felt anger and disappointment in myself.
I dunno what i live for, how to pursuit my dreams, and how to survive alone...
I felt helpless and weak...
I lost the power of smile and the power of love.
I feel that i am nothing...
I lost myself, lost my senses, lost the ability to think properly...
I wanna sing, sing my heart out...
I feel like only voices could help me up....
I feel relaxed whenever i listen to music...
I can forget my troubles and emotions...
I just hope next year could be a better one....
It's just a small wish of mine...
Just like that...
Where were you when skies were grey
10:50 PM <3
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