Unconditioned love.|Friday, September 14, 2007
I blogging again,
dunno y but has a strong urge to write something today.
Read someone's blog archives,
found out tat tis person had lots of crushes on peeps.
I realised i was once like that too,
but that was when i was in primary school.
immature, looking at the guys i admired from afar.
Hence, i never developed deep feeling s for them
or missed them like crazy or wad.
After maturing through all these years,
i realised love cant be that generous.
When you loved someone,
it is almost impossible for you to fall in love with another person again.
This is what i truly believe.
I tried very hard to fall in love with someone,
but realised i really couldn't.
It sounds really ridiculous but it's true.
Loving someone, the feeling just would not deplete.
If it does deplete,
it shows that you are not loving the person as you thought you are.
This is my principle of love.
I cant accept someone who had been in love so many times.
Lan yong gan qing de ren wo bu xi han.
Realising that actually love is unconditioned,
remember the times i was with him,
even though he was not straight,
i still loved him no matter what.
I guessed no one will be as selfless when it comes to love.
I cant believe i did it.
I have done it.
And i'll continue doing it.
Till the day i die.
I am silly, i admit.
Who is not silly when you fall in love?
Jus hope that peeps who still hold hopes on me would give up on me, soon.
I dun wanna waste anymore of your time.
So, please stop thinking of me.
I'm not the girl you're looking for.
I'm just another fallen soul, lost in love.
Sorry, hope you can understand.
Where were you when skies were grey
10:02 PM <3
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