Sorry.|Wednesday, September 05, 2007
I've hurt someone badly.
I'm so upset abt it, but what can i do?
It would be much worse if i dun speak mty heart now...
the pain then will be worst.
Sorry is what i could say.
However, I didn't give u any promises.
I dun wish to see u being depressed and hopeless.
I wished that u could get over with it
as quick as possible and concentrate on your studies.
I dun wish to be of any burden to u,
in terms of relationship.
I know we share the same dreams and interests,
but that doesn't mean we have to get into relationship
to enjoy all those same views.
I know it's hard to find a special someone,
but i'm not YOUR special someone.
She's somewhere else on Earth, i truly believe.
I can't get myself involved with a relationship
that my heart doesn't follow to.
The feeling of it is horrible,
I don't wanna lie to u and hurt u very badly in the end.
It's not fair to u.
Honestly, I can't get myself out of the previous one.
2 and half years.
It's long and difficult to let go.
Waiting is not the solution.
I may even take years to let go.
U wanna wait? I encourage u not to.
It's a waste of time.
How do u even know that i'm the right one?
Feelings are important.
Without them, even the lifeless cant survive.
Pardon me for saying that.
Afterall, it's our choices that leads us on our way of life.
Don't everyone agree?
We get to choose and pick the startings and the endings.
Just wanna say, dun lose hope and faith.
What's yours, finally it'll be yours. takecare.
Where were you when skies were grey
7:27 AM <3
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