Disappointed.|Sunday, May 20, 2007
I had expected the results.
That's why i didn't cry in school.
In fact, i laughed at my results...
failed 5 subjects...
it is scary to other ppl honestly...
but i am immune now...
i didn't expect any miracle that i might just
strike an A1 for any of the subjects, not even Chinese.
I got a B3.
The best subject.
I just dun tink it is worth crying for.
I didn't put in any effort frankly speaking.
With so much things to be done and performances just before the exam,
i doubt anybody will make it a good one either.
But i still cried when i reached home,
when i was eating my dinner halfway.
I couldn't help tinking i had disappointed my parents.
I just couldn't help it.
I dun wish to make them sad or angry
although they dun really show much care and concern
towards my studies.
But i know they wouldn't never wish that i did badly for exams.
I am so guilty.
I wished i could do something which make them
and myself proud like how i scored so well in primary school
and they saw me going on stage to receive trophy and vouchers.
I yearned for that feeling of being watched and
the sense of happiness when u have done something above expectations.
I missed that feeling.
Yesterday, went out with Hong Wei, Ting Shien and his girlfren, Yuen See.
A sweet girl indeed.
I know her.
I just knew she would come.
I expected that.
Haha.
That Ting Shien forced me to treat them Sakae Sushi.
Damn it.
In the end, we ate at Pastamania.
Wasted an hour plus at Timezone
waiting to play the games.
But those ppl jus wun stop.
Haix.
Went to Ting Shien's house and ate dinner.
Yuen See came back from church and we sang K at Hong Wei's house.
Not very high lor.
Maybe we are just not very close.
But she loved S.H.E just like ME and Hong Wei!
Ting Shien is just an extra one lar.
Some more he still dare to insult my favourite singers.
Stupid.
But seriously, he has a good voice.
But he wasted it lar.
Hong Wei too!
He knows a bit of Beatboxing!!!
I was totally amazed!
Didn't know they have such hidden talents
within them.
Cool...
I want to stay in Spore!
cant tahan the travelling.
Tired and restless.
Discuss with parents le.
Should be successful bah.
Pray hard for me!
^^
That's all bah!
Take care!
Where were you when skies were grey
1:42 PM <3
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