Touched....|Saturday, April 21, 2007
Sianx....Rahda has been giving us lots of past year school papers for us to do as revision...damn lots lor...i dun care le lar...too lazy to finish them...haix..went to chemistry lesson in the morning...tired seh...and the class was so noisy tat i screamed at kennerd n wilson...buey tahan liao lor...Mr cheong aso din say anything abt it...tink he was glad tat i screamed at them too...nowadays guys are just as talkative and bitchy...even more than gals lor....cant stand it...irritating people that made me lose concentration during lesson...hate them lots....after tat went cwp wif jieling....did sum hw at d library and went to makan...walked walked around then went home le..sian lor....haha...btw, to jie ling: 'i found yr blog le!' dun scold me kkaes? hee...
I was touched when i went to Gek Teng and Yuen Lam's blogs...2 of my juniors in choir...too bad they are not from sop section...but i was really touched...nearly cried...they ACTUALLY wanted to CRY as we are going to step down soon! Well...i tink no one will even bother whether we are in choir anot and how much we gave our hearts and souls into choir for these past 4 yrs....no one, practically....and some can even xing zai le huo when we got Silver for SYF...mei liang xin...Yuen Lam even said she missed having choir practice...seriously, i never met a junior like her who actually feel sad when there isnt any prac....which is exactly like ME!!! haha....i really feel sad and empty if i missed any choir practice...or i dun sing for one day....i intended to go back to SGM's choir after the MYE...cong shi cong shi myself after stepping down...hope choir can really go on without us....sad to leave....jiaoyu orh, my dear juniors....love ya lots....
I haven touched any revision for MYE. That is really scary. With only less than 10 days to MYE and more than 8 subjects, more than 16 chapters for each chap to revise on....i HAVE NOT DO A THING. die...feel really like giving up on studying and taking exams...tired of all these....but tis is reality...i still have to accept...haix...i shall just wait for days to pass and me to get old and die...life is totally meaningless...
Where were you when skies were grey
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