Stress arh....|Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Lol...been singing for nearly 5 hours non-stop for choir this afternoon. Tired, sleepy....but i still move on...rachel said i looked tired but in my mind i am not tired at all...i bear with all noise and nonsense from the members....i really can be awarded the most patient singer in choir....during the very first part of choir, Ms Choo hadnt reach yet...they wanted to do octec (is it spelled like tat?) singing..horrendous is wad i can described them! i really was very angry and DISAPPOINTED. I cried leh....tears filled anger flowed down uncontrollably.....i dunno why....Samuel was startled by crying bah...paiseh leh....really cant take it...got some even sang OUT OF TUNE ....OMG....only 6 DAYS to SYF leh...i dunno wad to tell them already...fed up....i tink most of the choir members dunno how to appreciate their voice and the music we sing. I really can feel the flow and emotion in the songs...be it a sad love song or a happy joyous song....if u really listen, the beautiful notes can really make your hair stand....goosebumps all over..i am not lying...but alot of them jus sing for the sake of singing....it's just a pity that they dunno what is appreciation for music. For the next three hours, Ms Choo smoothened the songs by adding colour, texture and dynamics....it was well done but still, it can alot more better. If we had the passion like Mansjuri, the stage presentation like HaiSing Catholic, we can get GOLD. We have techniques and perfect pitches....but there is no support and connection at all....Dull is the word to describe our singing style.....i dunno what to say leh...jus take care of yourself, choir members....please i beg you, put in MORE EFFORT and EXPRESSION!!!! I believe if everyone does this, we can really get GOLD. It's our heart and mind that decides our fate...so rethink again....
For those non-syfers, i really wanna thank you for yr patience and yr 'noise'....though sometimes is real loud....Seriously, i really hate those ppl who thinks tat choir is the best cca for slacking...if u are one of them, warning: GET OUT OF CHOIR AT ONCE!!! We dun need slackers and attitude problems immature kids in our choir. For goodness sake, we are a SILVER standard choir. Not a COP standard. Please, if u wanna slack then u better die off and dun ever come back. Life is for us to strive hard and achieve, not for u to slack with. Wasting yr life? Why not kill yrself? Save others.
Oh my god....only 2o+ days to mid-year, and guess wad? I still haven touch a single thing for revision. Maybe it will just be the end of the world for me....Schedules are full with practices, focus studies, napfa test and all sorts of rehearsals for the 20th anniversary. Waste my time only....i really want time. I cant catch up the fast pace of life, but still i have to live on. I cant kill myself and die off from this world. The only thing i can do is to live on. Smile. Wadever tat happens, jus smile. Sunshine comes after every shower. I believe things will just get better for me. Life is never easy for anyone. Live the best out of yr life. One life, live it..
Where were you when skies were grey
9:10 PM <3
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