sian de lor.....|Saturday, April 07, 2007
Thank god that i didnt went mute! My voice came back today after lots of crapping...haha...this morning went to choir practice...Zel zel not here cos seh gpt physics lesson with ms tan...haix...i was really pissed off by the singing today,
TOTALLY. goodness, we are not even up to our usual
SILVER standard. I really cant stand those complacent singers in the choir, almost all of them i can say...They are just so
IGNORANT about what is going to come and what to expect. Due to my hoarse voice today, i didnt manage to sing in my full voice and i really felt bad. Sorry Ms Choo. Horrendous singing. Oh my god, i cant even believe that we were once a
SILVER choir! I nearly burst into tears of anger during the rehearsal. I kept wiping off tears in my eyes, if anyone had even notice tat. I was so emotionally unstable at that moment of this when i heard the sopranos singing the solo part of Ca The Yowes. There wasnt any resonance and support at all. I shut my mouth and didnt sing cos Ms Choo asked me not to. But i was depressingly knocked out by their freaking attitudes they displayed towards singing. Laugh, laugh and laugh. This is what they are best at. They would laugh at the guys who are freaking hell stupid and dumb with those snnezing and crazy dance movements. It is
NOT FUNNY!!! There is only
9 DAYS to SYF, and they freaking hell give me this kind of attitude! Some of them even show black face or impatience, i jus dun wish to mention their names. I am
FED UP. I will do my best, i dun have the mood to care about the rest of them who still wish to remain in this "
WHATEVER, I DONT GIVE A DAMN" de state. Now i know the fellings of the seniors last time who used to train us and hels sectionals every now an then. But i believe they will vomit blood if they knew the state of choir now. Well, i will stop here. enough of my anger venting.
After choir practice and sectional, Zelzel n me went librarty to return and borrow some books. Then we went to the Woodlands stadium to do homework and study. It is indeed a nice place to study, better than the regional library. Can admire nice scenery there too, watching the rain as they pitter and patter down on the grass patch and tiles. Sem and Gz also came along cos Zel called Sem to help her with Chemistry. But we ended up doing our own homework. I spent 2 hours to finish my composition and left lots of questions undone for math. Lazy lar...it was rainging very heavily though. Left the stadium at about 5.30...walked to the bus stop with Zel. sian lor...on the way back, i met Jason, a 20 years old, handsome, tall, yet childish guy. He is my mum's fren's son. he is currently working at Bugis Junction lor. He likes to talk crap with me. Stupid him, dun wanna sit my car home, walked home himself. Dumb kid. haha...by the way, I've cut my hair yesterday. The hairdresser nearly want to cut my hair short! Zel n Sem saw my hair and said it looked like auntie and very nerdy with the spectacles siax....haix...no choice lar, have to let it regrow again and then cut for a better hairstyle. haix...Monday go back school sure will be laughed at de. What ever lar. I happy can le, dun care how people looked at me! haha.....kk lar, late le gotta sleep le. Nitex...sweet dreams everyone!
Where were you when skies were grey
11:05 PM <3
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