Laziness kills me...|Wednesday, April 25, 2007
I dunno what to say...laziness has taken over my soul...i am afraid this moment...if this continues, i dunno what will become of me...Ignoring homeworks and neglecting revisions....i dun wish to...but i cant help it but to...i lost interest in revising...once i see books and notes...my head hurts...god...someone help!
Well, i tink Ms Choo is not going to come back anymore. She has her own life and lots of school for her to teach...maybe it would be better for her to leave...The school is under-paying her...the more she should...u must be tinking that i'm so ignorant...but u are wrong...i am no longer in choir...stepping down...feeling glad and sad at the same time...glad, cos i no need to waste time singing when i can spend time playing and maybe, revising my work...sad, cos i realised there are juniors out there tat will shed tears if we leave...i am afraid i would cry on the farewell party itself....i am just too emotional lar...Chuan whai said there will be one at Sentosa...in the midst of planning...hope everything turns out well...i was tinking, isnt tis supposed to be the new committee's job? oh my god..i am so afraid tat choir would collapse in the hands of the new committee...haix...everyone seemed uninterested in singing anymore...cry...well whatever it is, i shall not interfere with the stuff of choir ever again...
Glad tat maybe i will still return to TAS, so i will get to meet Ms Choo some other day...i am returning to my SGM choir after the mid-yr..i tink i mentioned it...nvm den...missed LeLe, William korkor, Guo Hua uncle and many more.....haha...suddenly feel a real urge to go back in the hands of SGM...i missed Ruiling, Ivy and Waner's family too....such warm feeling i had when going to the meetings and performances with SSA.....hope i can really give my best to them....hope Colin still continues to strive hard in SSA...i was real worried when Chuan whai mentioned about sensing things and he hads the ability...he is discussing it again...with those ppl i know who....he seemed inactive with the meetings in SSA...haix...i had spent so much effort last time to bring him in...afraid tat one day he would just be " denatured "..by those stuffs....praying hard tat he wouldnt...
Okay lar....so much of stupid stuffs...have to go do chemistry hw and revise abit le...take care ooh..good luck for mye...
Where were you when skies were grey
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