It is finally over...|Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Silver was what we deserved. I cried when the results was announced, i cannot take it. Tears were dripping down, bet my make-up looked horrendous...Hila and Zel also sobbed...the rest arh...cant be bothered bah...Mrs Pang comforted me and Zel..but the more comfort from her the heavier i cried...the tap was like never trying to stop....so i grabbed hold of a pack of tissue paper from Colin's bag and started wiping away...Gave one to Hila, hope he wouldn't mind...He gave me a comforting hug too....i really needed one...the more indifferent i saw the choir members were, the more sad i was....i gave my best on stage...and i believed most of the seniors did too especially Hila and Zel although she forgotten one of her lines...she cried lar but i didnt blame her at all..hope Ms Choo wouldn't too...I cried not because we didnt managed to get gold....it was because i knew our standard has dropped compared to the High Silver we've gooten two years...it was obvious...the attitudes and the sounds...i dun wished to mention names...but there were really people going really off-pitch on stage which should not happened to any of us....i think if Brenda or Pei Qi were to come and watched us...I will really break down...I was already very stressed up on the way there....just sat there looking out of the window in a daze....Until the moment i stepped off from the stage....i loosened up abit...but it didnt really helped...tensed up all the way until the results were announced...well...it is no use mulling over it now...it is over...and i can really heave a sigh...i will be out of choir after this month...after the 20th anniversary performance....thank god....finally i will be free....
Haix...missed school the whole day today....bet there is going to have alot of homework and stuff for me to catch up on....tomorrow is Physics test lor...haven even study..dun bother lar..just let it fail..i have no choice and no time...dying liao...Mid-year is one week plus away only..and i haven even done any revision by now yet....forget about it...i going to enjoy the rest of today to sleep..haha..bye...
Where were you when skies were grey
9:49 PM <3
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