Holidays...i doubt so...|Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Well, my mum paid the broadband fees late so it was suspended for a week...haha...anyway, i'm in a holiday mood now...but still i have to return school for supplementary lesson....haix...choir camp is around the corner too...sianx....everyday see Ms Tan till wanna puke le...haix...tml is from 8 to 1pm....god knows if i can tahan till 1....without dozing off...haha...but i already expect this kind of life during march holiday...so envious those who went to Yun Nam n India for either CIP or exchange programme...sooooo good sia...
I am supposed to buy a handphone but due to some problem i cant le...haix...so i changed my mind to buying a new mp3...but not sure lar...cos my mum said maybe my dad would allow me to sign line together with a phone...yeah..really hope my dad allows....cant tahan my stupid phone le...
Yesterday i was one pathetic fellow who went to watch movie ALONE!!! haha....watched The Pursuit Of HappYness...quite a touching movie....That Fitri...really made my blood boils...she pang seh me last friday at cwp..she was supposed to treat me to a movie...she disappeared....today..again...din come to school even....oh my....actually i wanted to watch a movie alone again....thought i'm crazy bah...but tell you, it's quite a cool thing to watch movie alone...although it's abit lonely lar...but the silence is really solemnly wonderful....the peaceful atmosphere is the best thing i have sensed....
Oh ya..i 'm joining Campus superstar audition this saturday..haha...ppl who are free please come down to Toa Payoh HDB Hub to support me..thanks!!!i'm still looking for a suitable song to sing..i dun wanna be dropout like 2 yrs ago...i'm quite confident to get into the 2nd audition...must be more confident...haha...
I went to Xiangyi's blog and read her post on wad's the meaning of love and life....it was great and exactly wad i was tinking....wad she said really touched me...
This is part of the post that extracted out...hope xiangyi dun mind!
"what's the meaning of a relationship? what's the meaning of being in love? ain't relationships tiring? why do people still continue looking for a partner even after failing to continue their previous relationships? doesn't the pain stop people from looking for their 'love'? aren't they afraid to get another heartbreaking experience? why do they never stop looking for 'love'? do they really believe that there is really someone made for them somewhere on this planet? do they really believe in happily ever after? i thought i knew about 'love' very well.. but actually i know nothing at all.. the more relationships i get myself into.. the more confused i become.. is it really worth hurting yourself over and over again just to find the man you THINK is the one? is it really worth the heartache to like someone who will never like you? is that the truth of happiness? does 'the one' really exist or is it just a cycle passed down from generations before us? will a strong attraction be forever strong? or no matter how strong the attraction, it will fade away one day? is it really worth crying over a gone relationship? i personally find it more worth it crying over tv dramas.. maybe bcos im one who's afraid to love again..
what's the meaning of life? sometimes i thought it would have been better if nothing existed at all.. no humans, no trees, no animals, no planets, no galaxy.. we eat, we work, we cry, we laugh and we die.. sometimes i think that emotions are not necessary.. i wished all humans died.. and there will be no next generation of humans to suffer the meaning of life.. no sickness.. no cripples.. no work.. no stress.. and no emotion burdens.. but is it possible to have 'nothing' in this world? no.. not even your God.."
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