Do i have enough time?|Sunday, February 11, 2007
I've started to upate my blog more frequently or else ppl will cum n kill me..haha..time flies, glides pass us unknowingly...do i really have enough time?
He din make it in the end...i dun know should i feel sad for him...but one thing i'm sure of is...i feel tat it's my fault...for tis reault...i blame myself...i was the one who was stubborn, not appreciative, always complaining...i jus wanna i'm really sorry for everythng...sorry...if it's not me, u could have made it...u really can...i dunno how to face him.........i felt so guilty..i can never make it up for him ever in my life...sorry......
我从来不知道代价竟然那么严重, 这是在惩罚我们吗? 我却什么都不能做, 对不起...
Yesterday had choir practice again, den we sang for mdm ng as a rehersal for tues' performance...well it went quite badly...the gals sounded better than d guys...they were weak though....we really have to buck up lor...
After tat, went cwp with zel...shop around n she bought lunch for her bro den she went off le...me still had to wait for Hongwei lor...saw Chuanwhai n the rest of d acc members at mac..sat down with them n sneaked some french fries from Azri..haha..sorry abt my itchy hand n mouth....lol..Hongwei took such a long time to reach..wonder wad was he doing before meeting me..den we bought take-aways from mac n went to Tingshien's house..his mum was cleaning the house lor...quite messy de...we went into his bedroom n started eating...Tingshien fussed abt his room which had been cleaned n told us not to dirty his room....did our homework on a majong table..Tingshien n hongwei are always fighting over their answers for either their homeworks or some other stuffs lar...den i'll always be the one sitting there watching them as they argue...haha...very exciting though...but the both of them are just grest frens lar...willing to help me in my homework...thanks alot to them! But i still have to treat them to either Seoul garden or Sakae sushi to appreciate n thank them...if i can get my pay by my birthday..haha...after abt 3hrs of doing homework, Hongwei suggested to play basketball....den we left a little portion of our work undone off we went to the court...but Tingshien's ball was deflated lor...borrowed a pump from his neighbour..haha...n the both of them started to step on the pump...nearly spoiled it lor...haha..we walked to the court n found tat all d courts were booked...sianx...there was one filled with young secondary pupils, some wore their sch's shirt..Nanhua i tink...den they noe i from rss cos i was wearing d class tshirt -_-" they had 4 balls n they just shot into the net like nobody's business...i stood aside..so afraid that the balls would hit me..Tingshien threw the ball at me n asked me to shoot...lol...i threw it back to him..i really dun wanna injure myself...then the kids went off le...we three started playing lor...they threw shots to decide who to patch with me to play a game...lol..it was Hongwei first...i ran abit, blocking Tingshien from getting a shot but to no avail lar...he so tall...Hongwei shot 5 before Tingshien did..then they took turns to play with me lar..Stupid Tingshien...he told me to go hug Hongwei to stop him from scoring -_-" lol...these ppl are mad...really had fun palying with them lor...after tat we went back to Tingshien's house..i continued doing my owrk n they slacking lor..His mum cooked dinner for us n they wanted to go out to shop..His mum is really naggy lor...tingshien bobian have to reply her by saying "emm" "orh" "eh na"....haha...but she really doting Tingshien lor...so xingfu....in the end after we finished our dinner, i offered to wash the dishes cos i bu hao yi si lar..must help to do something ma...den Tingshien said cant tell his mum tat i was d one who washed the plates...lol......they had a game on chinese chess..i sat there watching them till i very sian lor....in the end Tingshien lost lor...den me n Hongwei went home....back to Jb...there was a very heavy trafic jam..i waited 1 hour for my parents...i leaned against the pole n nearly fell asleep lor...the wind was blowing so strongly some more....brrrr....
I am not expecting anything from Valentine's day lor...no mood at all...still must sing for our fellow schoolmates...haix...
Dun tink haf enough time to revise lor..minus the time i waste on transport and on sleep and school....there isn't much time left for preparing...i am very scared now...want to move also cannot...if i moved in May...i still nid to adaot to d environment...there would be much time left...thats y the best its to move it by march...but i dunno lar..let fate decides everything bah....having class tests this few weeks...have to study hard lor...Chinese new year is jus next week..hope i can get more angbaos...haha...well...enjoy!
Where were you when skies were grey
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