love...|Sunday, July 23, 2006
wad is love? i nv know the true meaning of love....i borrowed a book about a korean story which depicts a windchime's life....one day it realised it can fly...and it decided to go away from home....it flew to the ocean and met a seabird...the bird told it tat islands are to beautify the oceans...tat's y they exists...halfway thru it nearly got attacked by an eagle...but the bird sacrified itself by distracting the eagle n it was killed by the eagle and died...the windchime was very sad when d bird died....it didn't understand the meaning of death...along the way the things it saw n met gave their love to it...by then it realised it had been loved by everthing around it...it met with another windchime who used to regain its freedom but it chose to return back as it knew its mission is to produce lovely chimes for d people...in the end the windchime returned home n remained as a windchime who was loved by its owner...
i cried ytd when i was in d bus with xuan...i really cant take it anymore....he was so cold towards me...maybe he really dun wished to come n meet me...he showed it on his face...along the way i didn't talk to him...xuan told me to be strong and take things easy...i couldn't...i cant do it...she told me to be more optimistic...to let go of things if they dun belong to u...i still cant figure out y am i so stupid to stick wif him till nw...cos i need him? or do i still love him? i dunno...i haf no answer to tis question....i dun wan to play wif feelings...so i wan a realtionship tat is long n sweet...ppl always say
bu zai hu tian chang di jiu , zhi zai hu chen g jin yong you...i dun believe in tis...to me...i yearn for eternity even it doesn't exist...i wished i could live forever...
What i wan is jus a little more care ,a little more love, a little more time from him..i jus need a little more...why could he give them to his frens but couldn't give me? i dun understand...his priority still lies for his brothers n frens...but not me...even if he had i cant feel tat...i still tolerate...xuan said if i'm her she'll immediately break without even considering...she cant take tis kind of attitude...i really dunno wad to do...sumone help me...
Where were you when skies were grey
3:21 PM <3
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