treasure ur loved ones|Sunday, May 28, 2006
suddenly i have d urge to talk about treasuring ur loved ones...i saw sayping's msn nick....``The bracelet,was the first bracelet i made it myself for a girl...this is how much i love her...It was at the cinema...where i worn it for her,and she looked at me with a pair of touching eyes...this is how much i love her...`` Touching isn't it? i nearly cried seriously...i wanna say to sayping...'i jus hope hazel can understand ur love for her...good luck...' To hazel...'hope u can find ur true love...maybe tat ignorance is jus a toy...think abt ur relationship seriously...dun regret like me...trust urself...take care...'
one more guy who touched me is Shawn...his blog...one line...``The only way you can see me smile,is when i see you smile...`` Huiyi is so fortunate to have a guy so truely love her....actually Hazel and Huiyi are so fortunate but they never know....ppl are always like tat...shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu...haix...
i can say i'm not as fortunate...firstly i wanna say sorry to jiajun...i patched with him truely...i wasn't truthful tat day...i was indeed ashamed to tell u this...i am afraid tat u'll look down on me...cos i promised u to be clear of my decisions..but i can't...sorry...jus hope u can take it easy....
u can say he is slow...but i not sure...i wanted bu chang but he din know wad to buy for me...so i asked him to guess...in very a long time he got it correct...that was couple rings...tis was jus a suggestion but i never expect him to really purchase it...i jus wan him to buchang me in a very sincere way...anything will do...seriously...nowadays..he had scary mood swing tat shocked me...he can suddenly run off without telling us wad is it about...haix...he is jus too stress i guess...but the worst thing is he never tell me wad is he doing some of the times...maybe i am jus nosey but things sumtimes things are related to me but he jus wouldn't say anything...seriously tell me are we getting better? isn't tis wad u promised me when we patched...why are things happening again and again? i told myself to stop crying cos of u...cos i believe we can be happier...but i couldn't do it...i still cry...u are making me mad...u know tat...forgive me for saying all this but really i tink we should change tis kind of situation...i dun wish tat we to go on like tat...in the end..it'll lead to break up again..so wad's d use to patch up again...dun waste each other's time again....change it or end it...i dun wan to cry again....please...
Where were you when skies were grey
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