why izzit haf 2 be like tis?|Thursday, October 27, 2005
why do i haf to cry? i asked myself... for who... it's him... disappointment aroused from nowhere into my heart... do u ne how hurt it is to be ignored by a person u loved? maybe it's d other way round.... maybe it's not...i dunno...i just felt that all tis was not use...i keep askin myself tat is tis worth? r my tears worth for him? bro told me that to speak clear to him... but i realli dunno wad to say or tell him... i haf a feeling tat tis relationshio isn't going to last any longer...he n his frens...it's not tat i'm selfish...but spare a thought for me too...where do u got a bf who show more interest in his frens than u? it's outrageous...d first thing he did was to look for his frens.. i dun tink i stand any place in his heart anymore.. he's only treating me as a display where i'm his gf by name...well...let nature take its course...we'll see his n lvls results...if he couldn't make it.. then we'll haf to say gd bye...or even farewell...haha...wadever...tat's all i tink..
Where were you when skies were grey
8:28 PM <3
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