sorry is what i can only say to u.....|Sunday, August 06, 2006
You can say it's my fault...
You're right...
What i can only say is " I'm sorry..."
Maybe all i know is to compare...
But i cant help it either...
Sometimes i just feel that you're cold towards me...
Especially nowadays...
You always want to go out with your friends...
I cant deny that i want to stop you...
But i still cant...
I don't have the authority to do it...
But have you ever be in my shoes?
When you're with your friends happily playing,watching movie...
I'll be like a lonely bird chirping by the window...
Awaiting your return....
I don't have brothers or sisters to go out with...
My friends have their own space and time...
I'm selfish...
Sorry...
I don't know what to do without you...
By my side...
I'm weak
I'm alone
I'm helpless
I'm nothing...
And i have nothing
But you...
I'm sorry to say things that hurt you...
I don't mean it...
I never mean anything bad...
I just wish that you would realised
That i cant do without you...
I'll try my every best to stay happy
And to make you happy...
I'll let you go...
If you ever want me to...
I will do it
No matter what...
As long you are happy...
For the countless tears i shed for you...
For every laughter you've given...
For every kiss you gave me...
I'll remember...
My whole lifetime...
Not only now...
But forever...
Believe in me...
Trust yourself...
We can do it...
Remember, if you're tired and weak...
There's always a shoulder for you to lean on...
There's always a hand for you to hold on...
There's always me to support you...
In everything you do...
Taking you for granted is the worst i've ever done...
I truly apologised...
Sorry...
Be yourself...
Don't ever change...
Even for my sake...
I give you my promise...
To love you with all my best...
I wouldn't leave you till the day you leave me...
I'll stick with you forever...
Sorry...
I love you...
Where were you when skies were grey
12:18 AM <3
| d r e a m |
quizzes|Saturday, August 05, 2006
| You Are 58% Addicted to Love |
 Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it?Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships.Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself! |
Are You Addicted to Love?
You're 30girlish% boyish and 70% girlish| You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish |
| Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible. |
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
Your luck quotient:53%| Your Luck Quotient: 53% |
 You have an average luck quotient.There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky.You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it.So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect. |
Your career type:Artistic| Your Career Type: Artistic |
 You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. |
Your EQ is 67| Your EQ is 67 |
 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
You're 100% pisces| You are 100% Pisces |
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Your love element is earth| Your Love Element Is Earth |
 In love, you have consistency and integrity.For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.
You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.
Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.
You connect best with: Fire
Avoid: Wood
You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation |
What Element Is Your Love?
You're a dreaming soul| You Are a Dreaming Soul |
 Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this worldSo much so that you tend to live in your head most of the timeYou have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul |
What Kind of Soul Are You?
Your Kissing Purity Score: 74% Pure| Your Kissing Purity Score: 74% Pure |
 For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing |
Your Inner Child Is Happy| Your Inner Child Is Happy |
 You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing.You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes.And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad.You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to. |
Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating| Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating |
 You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. |
You Are Indigo| You Are Indigo |
 Of all the shades of blue, you are the most funky, unique, and independent.Expressing yourself and taking a leap of faith has always been easy for you. |
Your Birth Month is February| Your Birth Month is February |
 Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life.Your warmth and consideration touches many.
Your soul reflects: Purity, modesty, and faithfulness
Your gemstone: Amethyst
Your flower: Iris
Your colors: Purple, yellow, and light blue |
What Does Your Birth Month Mean?
Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2| Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2 |
 "Sky falls, you feel likeIt's a beautiful dayDon't let it get away"
You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too. |
Your Inner Blood Type is Type B| Your Inner Blood Type is Type B |
 You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.
You are most compatible with: B and AB
Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and |
How You Are In Love| How You Are In Love |
 You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
tat's all i tink...=P
Where were you when skies were grey
10:36 PM <3
| d r e a m |
should i or should i not?|Wednesday, August 02, 2006
alot of people said i looked depressed nowadays...i wonder why...cos of my studies bah...or is it him? i dunno...there maybe alot of reasons...but to me...everything is the reason now...firstly i had my chinese project done halfway...that was a thing that i used to
trouble myself and everyone alot...
finally there is a way out...i'm glad...
he has been unhappy...is it bcos of me?
i seemed to be stopping him from going out with his frens and brothers...i'm very confused...i dun wan to do tis...but i always feel lonely when i see him with his frens and brothers...he seemed to forgetting me...that's what i feel...and whenever he asks me if i'm angry with him..i'll say no even if i am really angry with him...
my frens realised that whenever i'm with him i'll be damn quiet and looking very depressed...but after he's out of sight..
i'll be back crazy...is it?
maybe bah...well...he's stressed up...shld i jus let him go? if that's the only possible way out...i have to...hazel said he's been very good to me...i cant feel it...i dunno why...i cant sense the happiness in me whenever i'm with him...huiyi n shawn , huixuan n mashmallow...they're really sweet in my eyes...even sem who always said i'm so xing fu...she herself is giving a surprise to gz on his bdae..that's so sweet of her..shawn is always there for huiyi too...even ran up to cwp jus to buy an ice-cream for her...
he nv do that before...i tink..in my memory at least...
i may have short term memory but not tat serious lol...
he nv realised his mistake bah...huixuan...shawn..both had told him but still he dun admit it and denied...
keep tinking that the way he treat me is right...
well if that's the way he tinks..i cant change him...
i always thought we could get it thru tis time...
but i'm wrong...
tis cant only depend on me...
his heart is the most important...
he lacks sincerity bah...
i cant care so much now...
i'm getting depression...
i lose all my faith n strength...
why is history repeating tiself again n again?
cant history jus stop?
cant u let me rest?
why cant u undarstand me?
two years and three mths...
isn't it long enough?
for u to know me?
for u to realise ur mistakes?
i'm wrong too...i admit...
but at least i tried to change it...
did u?
ever?
u're always the right one...
that's what u tink...
but u're not...
advices are for heeding
and not for ignoring...
if u insist the way...
i have nothing to say...
Where were you when skies were grey
7:43 PM <3
| d r e a m |
